Another Frerard Fanfiction- Tragic one..

 Hey guys...here is another Frerard fanfiction I wrote with someone on Omegle. This one is slightly(VERY) tragic. and yeah, I cried writing it..It's left me feeling so emotionally drained I think I may curl up in a corner and weep now :) So yeah, read and enjoy guys..and PREPARE YOUR FEELS!

Frank = Me

Gerard = Stranger

Frank: Gee? -Stared at you hard-

Gerard: Hey frank. -You had an absent and slightly sad look upon your face-

Frank: Are you okay? You look sad, Gerard?

Gerard: -looks up- huh?

Frank: -Cocks head to side- Are you okay? You look so...I dunno, distant!

Gerard: -shrugs and smiles- you okay?

Frank: -Scratches chin- Yeah I'm alright! Hey, I was just going to make some coffee? You want some Gee Bear?

Gerard: -shakes head- no thanks. -Looks away-

Frank: -I feel my mouth drop open and I struggle to compose myself- Y-you don't want any coffee?

Gerard: -shrugs and looks down-

Frank: -I sit you down at the table. - Right. Tell me what is wrong. Right now! Don't think I haven't noticed how red your eyes are! I know you've been crying Gee!

Gerard: -stares at you- just drop it, Frankie.

Frank: But I hate it when you're upset Gee! It makes me sad! And I've never known you to not want coffee!

Gerard: -sighs- just... I'm not hungry or thirsty.

Frank: -Clicks the kettle on and sits opposite you- You know, I don't believe you. I know there's something wrong. Do I have to phone Mikey and the others? They'll tell me.

Gerard: Mikey doesn't know, nobody you are friends with knows... In fact, one person knows.

Frank: -I grab your shoulders- Who knows Gee? Tell me what’s wrong, or tell me who knows what's wrong, Gee!

Gerard: Well, you hate the person who knows.. -smiles slightly and pushes your hands away-

frank: But- but I don't hate anyone! -I look away, thinking- why are you pushing me away Gee Bear? Is it something I've done wrong? Whatever I've done to upset you, I'm sorry!

Gerard: It's not you, just stop pretending you care.

Frank: -I gasped and recoiled sharply- I do care Gee! What on earth would give you the impression that I felt otherwise?

Gerard: -shakes head and stands up-

frank: -I Grab your hand and pulls you back as you try to walk away- Don't walk away from me Gerard. You tell me what I've done wrong here!

Gerard: You haven't done anything! -sighs- I've got to be somewhere..

frank: Woah woah no! Not until you tell me what's wrong! You're my best friend Gee, I care about you!

Gerard: -walks to the door-

frank: Gee!

frank: -Runs after you and grabs you, pulls you back- Speak to me goddamit!

Gerard: -tenses up and pulls arm out of your grasp- I'm Meeting a friend in half hour, I have to go.

frank: But Gee! -I could feel a tear welling up but I brushed it away- I don't understand!

Gerard: -sighs- bert. Ask bert. -walks out-

frank: -I stand there in shock for a second before running from the front door to the living room and grabbing my phone. I hestitated before growling as I dialed Berts number and waiting as it rung-

Gerard: -I track to berts house slowly-

frank: FUCK -I screamed as the phone went to voicemail, throwing it across the room-

Gerard: -I go inside and stay there for a while-

frank: -Scrabbling around I dug my phone out, and sat in a corner as I waited as the phone rang-

Gerard: -talks with bert-

frank: -It was now dark, and I was still sitting in the same corner, still trying to get hold of Bert. Why wasn't he answering!?-

Gerard: -decides to stay for a while longer-

frank: -I gave up trying to get hold of Bert-

frank: -Decided to ring Gee instead. Where was he? It was late now!-

Gerard: -I ignore the phone-

frank: -Tries Bert again. This time he answers-

frank: Bert!? -I let out a sigh of relief- Tell me! What is wrong with Gee!

Gerard: Bert: what?

frank: Please Bert! Gee said to ask you! There's something really wrong, I'm worried..he said you knew! He just ran out of here!

Gerard: Well, he is at mine right now.. -sniffs-

Frank Oh thank goodness, I know where he is now! B-Bert are you crying? What's going on!?

Frank Is he okay!?

Gerard: Bert: -laughs softly- nobody's crying.

Frank So, I don't understand, What's wrong? Will he speak to me?

Gerard: Gerard: -motions bert to hang up and stop talking-

Frank Please! Please Bert!

Gerard: Bert: got to go,he'll be home in..

Frank No! No don't! Please!! Help me!

Gerard: Gerard whispers: an hour.

Frank Tell me whats wrong. Or tell Gee to tell me when he gets home! I'm scared Bert! Gerards upset, and I don't know what to do!

Gerard: -bert hangs up and gerard decides to head home-

Frank -I curl up in a corner and sob- Oh god..Oh god..what have I done? What's going on..

Gerard: -I come home, slightly drunk-

Frank -I look up as you stumble into the room.- G-Gee? What have you been doing? -I sniff- I've been so worried!

Gerard: -giggles- chill out.. Look what ber gave me.. -raises a bottle-

Frank Gee I don't think you need anymore! C'mon, give me the bottle! I could throttle Bert. -Tries to take bottle from you-

Gerard: -clings onto the bottle- nah.. Nah.. It's fine..

Frank No seriously Gee! Give me the bottle! You don't need anymore, you can hardly stand straight! -guides you to the sofa gently-

Gerard: -sits down, still hugging the bottle-

Frank -Puts hand on you knee- Gee, what's going on? The last time you were like this was when you were stuck in your depression and alcohol addiction..You're scaring me

Gerard: -giggles and pulls you onto the sofa, opening the bottle- wants some?

Frank Okay, yeah fine, I'll have some! Just give me the bottle then!

Frank -holds out hand-

Gerard: -forwns and forces your head back your head back, pouring it in yor mouth-

Frank -Coughs and Splutters- Woah wait Gee! Okay enough!

Frank What are you doing!? -Wiping my mouth-

Gerard: Trying to make you less of a nag -smirks-

Frank -Shakes head- It's not gonna work Gee! Give me the bottle!

Frank -Snatches at the bottle and pulls it from your clutches-

Gerard: -stands up stumbling slightly, leans over you and tries to get the bottle again-

Frank -Holds bottle away from you- No Gee! I stand up and walk quickly to the kitchen and unscrew the bottle

Gerard: -follows you sloppily-

Frank Tell me what is wrong. Or I pour the entire bottle down the sink. -I hold the bottle, tilted slightly over the sink-

Gerard: Nothing! I just.. I can't tell you.. Bert said its better you don't know.

Frank No! Bert is being ridiculous! I'm your best friend Gee! Bert got you drunk. He DOESN'T. CARE! Not like I do! -I cried the last few words at him and threatened to tilt the bottle even more watching your face turn to horror-

Gerard: -grabs yor t-shirt and tugs- stop!

Frank No! I wont! Not until you talk to me!! -I was able to push you away as in your drunken state you were weaker-

Frank -I poured a small amount down the sink-

Frank NOW START TALKING

Gerard: It's not the right time to tell you.

Frank So when will be? Huh? When will be the right time for you? Cause I say it's now. This has gone far enough

Gerard: -shrugs and walks into the hall-

Frank Fine -I shout after you- The whole bottle is going!

Frank And so's the coffee! and your fags! They are all going in the bin!

Gerard: I'm also going.

Frank -My heart stopped- What!

Frank Gee! No! What are you talking about!?

Gerard: -puts coat on-

Frank No -I run after you- I'm sorry Gee! I'm sorry! You can't go out, you're wasted! I'm sorry! Please, sit down! Lets be calm about this! I'll chill out! Okay? Please?

Gerard: I'm going back to berts..

Frank No! Why? You guys haven't spoken in so long. Whats changed Gee? Please don't leave me -Tears spilled down my face-

Gerard: Frank, I'm going to a friends house for the night, to get away.. You're not my husband.

Frank I never said I was..but I'm meant to be your friend too Gee, I just don't understand what I've done so wrong here? I'm just worried for you.

Gerard: You haven't done anything! Stop acting like its your fault.

Frank So, I don't understand then.. -Takes your hand and gently pulls you back into the living room and you sit down and I take a seat next to you-

Frank Ok..I wont ask anymore. I'll wait until you're ready

Gerard: -stares at you-

Frank -Stares back-..What?

Gerard: -shakes head-

Frank Okay..I'm sorry about everything that's happened tonight..I didn't want this to happen..

Frank -I hugged you gently- Still friends?

Gerard: -clings on to you, silently-

Frank -I rest my head on yours and smile, I rub your back softly-

Gerard: -pulls away-

Frank -I smile, watching you closely- You okay, yeah?

Gerard: -nods slowly and stares-

Frank 'Kay..that's good..Hey Gee Bear, watcha staring at? -Grinning-

Gerard: -smiles and yawns-

Frank You're tired! Here, -I pull off your coat- and guide you to your bedroom and gently help you onto your bed, where you fall straightasleep- Night night Gee Bear. -I smiled and kissed your forehead before deciding to lie next to you for a while. Before long I'd fallen asleep, cuddled up next to you-

Gerard: -wakes up in the morning, staring at you, jumps back a bit trying not to make a noise-

Frank -I grunt slightly and turn over smiling, still half asleep-

Gerard: -looks at the back of your head, confused-

Frank -Yawning, I stretch as I try to remember what happened last night. I roll over to see you staring at me-

Gerard: -breaks eye contact-

Frank Morning you! How you feeling this fine day Gee Bear?

Gerard: -smiles- why.. how did you get into my bed?

Frank -I laughed slightly and sat up, leaning on one hand- Well, you were wasted Gee! So I helped bring you up, and then I dunno, I guess I just fell asleep quicker then I could reach my own bed!

Gerard: -smiles- oh, okay.. -goes red from embarrassment-

Frank -I tilted my head and sat up- You've gone bright red Gee! Whats up?

Gerard: -shakes head- nothing.

Frank Well....Okay.. If you're sure! So you feeling icky this morning? Hangover much? -I chuckled-

Gerard: -shakes head- just a little headache.. I survived.. -giggles-

Frank Haha, yeah that's a miracle in itself! -I laughed and stretched- 'Kay, Imma take a shower, you want any coffee or something? -I stood up and pulled my top over my chest leaving me bare chested-

Gerard: -stares- nah, I'm going going off coffee..

Frank -Now I stared- I'm sorry what!? Did you just say you're going off coffee?? -Still topless I ran over to the window and stared out- Woah, nope it seems the world hasn't ended! Strange!

Gerard: -giggles and watches you before slipping to the end of the bed and sitting there-

Frank -I turn around to see you staring- Like what you see? -I winked-

Gerard: -looks away, and rolls eyes. Going red and trying to act uninterested-

Frank -I stared at you until finally you looked back at me and we made eye contact again. I smiled widely-

Gerard: -sighs and looks at your feet-

Frank -I walk forward and bend down. I look up and hold your face forcing you to look at me- I fucking love you Gee Bear! I said, before giving you a quick kiss on the nose and ruffling your hair before standing up and going for my shower-

Gerard: -lays back on the bed and my tummy does flips, red in the face i cup my cheeks-

Frank -I left you stunned and I smiled as I showered. I ran my fingers over my face and bit my lip-

Gerard: -stares at the bathroom door, listening to the shower running-

Frank -Closing my eyes I tilted my head back and washed the shampoo out, and coughed slightly-

Gerard: -paces in my room slightly, looking at the door like you're going to bust out in a penguin costume..

Frank - I switched off the shower and stepped out slowly. I could hear you pacing continuously in your room. I grinned. I could have some fun here-

Gerard: -turns towards the window-

Frank -I walk into your room, with only my towel around my waist- Hey Gee! You seen my misfits top?

Gerard: Hmm? -turns around, eyes widen- wh-why don't you check your room?

Frank I already did! That's why I'm asking you! -giggling- Have you seen it anywhere?

Frank -I leaned against your wall as I studied your expression-

Gerard: -looks down- have-have you checked the.. Uh.. The washing basket..?

Frank Oh good idea! Thanks Gee! -I went and checked the washing basket, grinning-

Gerard: -sighs and lays on bed again-

Frank Gee -I shouted from the landing- Gee! It's not here! Are you sure you haven't stolen it again? -I walked back into your room. I wasn't only in a towel this time though, I had my underwear on this time-

Gerard: -shakes head and looks through wardrobe- is this it?

Frank Ah yes!! Cheers Gee! -I grabbed the tee and pulled it over my head- Now just gotta find some jeans -Laughing-

Gerard: -blushes even more and laughs lightly-

Frank -I winked before leaving to find some jeans-

Frank Be a babe and make me some coffee would ya? -I called from my own room-

Gerard: -goes into the kitchen and starts making coffee- okay.

Frank Cheers buddy!

Frank -I pulled on some tight skinny jeans and then went downstairs and joined you in the kitchen-

Gerard: -continues to prepare coffee, not noticing your arrival-

Frank -I snuck up behind you and quick as a flash wrapped my arms around you waist- BOO

Gerard: -squeeks- oh, hi. -blushes-

Frank Scare ya? -I grinned-

Gerard: -smiles-

Frank I knew it -Giggles-

Frank Can we get rid of this alcohol now? -I laughed as i picked up the bottle-

Gerard: A

Gerard: -shrugs-

Frank Uh is that a yes? Or a no?

Gerard: -shrugs and finishes your coffee, handing it to you before sitting on the counter-

Frank -I take the coffee and stare at you- Thanks...So..I guess I could just put it away in a cupboard? -I motioned to the bottle-

Gerard: -snashes and hides it in the back of the bottom cupboard-

Frank -I stared at you suspiciously- Uh..okay Gee -taking a sip of my coffee I smiled at you-

Gerard: -sits back on the counter-

Frank So..still not the right time to tell what's up? -Taking another sip of my coffee, I hopped up and joined you on the counter-

Gerard: Uh.. -shakes head, sy

Gerard: Staring at you-

Frank -Smiling sadly, I nodded- Ok Gee, I understand

Gerard: -smiles-

Frank -I lean in real close to you and see your eyes widen- I think I know what's up Gee Bear-I whisper

Gerard: -looks away-

Frank -I smiled and laid down on the counter so that my head was in your lap and staring up at your face-

Gerard: -looks down, blushing-

Frank -Smiles up at you- Hey..you're so cute when you smile y'know

Gerard: -sighs and looks away-

Frank -Biting my lip I pull myself up so I'm sitting in your lap, staring you straight in the eyes-

Frank I don't hate you for feeling like you do -I whispered-

Gerard: I don't know h

Gerard: What you mean,, -looks away-

Frank -Holding your cheek- Yes. You do, Gee Bear

Frank -I wrap my legs around your waist, gently and pull myself in closer-

Gerard: -looks away, trying to ignore you.-

Frank You can't ignore me Gee, -throwing my arms around you I forced you to look me in the eyes-

Gerard: -sighs and looks at your chest, as the only thing in sight.-

Frank Cmon Gee..I miss the days where you used to tell me everything..what's changed?

Gerard: -stays quiet, trying not to look at you-

Frank Geeebeeaaaar -I sing quietly to you-

Gerard: -stare- what?

Frank taalk too mee-I sung to you-

Gerard: -smiles and looks at you- theres nothing to say.

Frank Oh really?

Frank What if I poke you to death? Would you tell me then? -I grin wickedly-

Gerard: You know what it is.. Why don't you tell me?

Frank -I bit my lip and chewed it for a few minutes-

Frank You're in love?

Frank You're in love with someone? Someone you shouldn't be in love with

Frank Right?

Gerard: -nods-

Frank -I smiled slightly- Who? Gee..tell me. I want to hear if from you

Gerard: -shakes head-

Frank Why not? -I pouted- Please?

Gerard: You know who it is.

Frank Yes, but I want to hear it from you baby -I stroke your cheek-

Gerard: Don't call me baby. -grabs your hand-

Frank -I pouted- Why not?

Gerard: Because.. I'm not your baby, -smirks-

Frank Well why aren't you? Maybe I want you to be my baby?

Gerard: No, you don't.

Frank How do you know that? Hm? -I raised my eyebrows-

Frank Gee Bear?

Gerard: Yeah?

Frank Do you have feelings for me?

Gerard: You? -giggles- of course i don't frankie.l -winks-

Frank -I laughed, still straddling you- But you do though, don't you? -I wink and tighten my legs around you, watching your eyes widen-

Gerard: -shakes head and puts my hands on your tighs, with wide-eyes and a wide smile-

Frank Tell me the truth Bee Bear, and I'll tell you the truth about my feelings right now.

Gerard: -shakes head- drop it, you can't make me..

Frank Oh but I could -winking-

Gerard: Nuh-uh.

Frank -Tightening my legs even more my heart started to race and I saw your expression change-

Frank -I moved in close and stared deep into your eyes and bit my lip seductively-

Gerard: -breathes heavily and stares at you-

Frank -I lean in even closer and whisper- I think I might love you too Gee.. -I think made the final move and our lips melted together and my tummy did flips-

Gerard: -smiles under your lips and wraps my arms around you slowly-

Frank -I tighten my arms around your neck and now we're both smiling. I push my tongue in a little bit and feel our bodies molding together-

Gerard: -pulls away and frowns slightly-

Frank What's wrong? -I look at you closely-

Gerard: I don't.. You're my best friend... This isn't right.

Frank You don't love me? -my eyebrows knitted together in confusion-

Gerard: I don't know.. I though I did..

Frank -I pulled away- Wha- you don't anymore?

Frank -I shook my head- I don't understand..I- I just..

Gerard: -holds onto your waist and pulls you closer- i don't know frankie..

Frank B-but..I love you..Gee! I fell for you! You made me fall for you! -I looked away-

Gerard: -looks down-

Frank Explain to me..Do you think you love me? Or not? -I felt my bottom lip quiver-

Gerard: -shrugs and blushes-

Frank This is killing me Gee Bear! Everything that happened last night! What was that? I need answers Gee

Gerard: -sighs and clings onto you-

Frank Say it..say what you're feeling! -I kissed the top of your head-

Gerard: I just.. Don't know.. -stares at you confused and frustrated-

Frank -I pull away- Okay Gee. I understand, don't worry about it. I stand up and walk away, locking myself in the bathroom-

Gerard: -stands up and follows you, until you shut the door, sighs and slides down it-

Frank -I sit on the edge of the bath and cry. I hadn't realised how hard I'd fallen for Gee-

Gerard: -listens in-

Frank -Sobbing into my hands-

Gerard: -knocks Timidly on the door-

Frank -sniffs- What Gee?

Gerard: -knocks again-

Frank What!

Gerard: -knocks-

Frank I'm not opening the door cause my eyeliner has all run. Tell me what you wanna say through the door Gerard

Gerard: -knocks-

Frank -sigh in frustration and jumps up. Wrenches the door open- What?

Gerard: -swings the door open and hugs you tightly-

Frank -Gasp and nearly fall backwards- Oh gee..-I wrap my arms around you and cry-

Gerard: -picks you up- I'm so sorry.

Frank -Sobs into your arms- Oh Gee.. no I am! I didn't realise how hard I fell for you, but I did and -sniff- I think I love you

Gerard: -pulls you back and wipes your tears-

Frank -I give you a watery smile- I must look horrific right now -I giggled-

Gerard: -shakes head-

Frank I think I must look scary, with all my running makeup -Let out a small laugh-

Gerard: -shakes head-

Frank -Strokes your cheek softly-

Gerard: -bites yor hand-

Frank -I giggle. I kiss your neck gently, before nibbling and sucking it-

Gerard: -moans softly and grabs your hips-

Frank -I gasp slightly as I wrap my arms around your neck and pull you in close so our bodies mashed together-

Gerard: -sighs and stares at you-

Frank -I struggle to catch my breath- What is it Gee?

Gerard: Nothing.. Sorry..

Frank No what is it? You've nothing to be sorry about!

Gerard: -pulls to closer and holds you by your lower back- i just don't know.

Frank -Cuddling close to you I continued to kiss up and down your neck- Don't know what?

Gerard: -pulls you back and looks into your eyes- i don't know frankie..

Frank Don't know what Gee Bear? You have to explain a little bit y'know, I'm not a mind reader -I rubbed your sides comfortingly-

Gerard: I don't know about this..

Frank You think it's wrong? Cause it feels right to me..

Gerard: -nods- i see you as a brother. I mean, an amazingly attractive brother.. But still a brother.

Frank Oh god, so that means it'd incestuous -I pulled back-

Frank But you're the one who had feelings way before I even knew I had any for you!

Gerard: I just.. Didnt know how much you meant to me until you liked me back.

Frank -I looked down, feeling completely lost- So..what you're trying to say is, you don't want to be with me? -A tear rolled down my cheek-

Gerard: -hugs you tightly, really tightly-

Frank I can't live without you Gee. -I whispered quietly.-

Gerard: Is.. There anything I can do?

Frank I don't- I don't think so Gee..Unless you can magically make yourself love me

Frank -I pulled away and turned away from you hanging my head-

Gerard: -hugs you over your shoulder- sorry.

Frank I can't do this Gee, I'm sorry -I pulled out of your grasp and ran into my room, locking the door, pulling out the gun and blades I had hidden in my drawers from when Gerard had tried to end his life-

Gerard: -runs after you banging on your door- frankie? Frankie!

Frank -I unwrap the blades and lay the gun on the bed.- I can't live without you Gee.

Gerard: -cries and bangs the door and my knees go weak, bursts into hysterics and slips down the door- dont you dare..

Frank I don't know what else to do Gee. I just don't know anymore. Life is just one big mindfuck!

Frank -Picking up the blades, I slice. I'm crying so much I can't see, but past the point of caring-

Gerard: -screams- FRANKIE,,, please don't do anything,

Frank -Looks up to the ceiling, my tears dripping and mingling with my own blood- I'm sorry Gee. I just, don't want to do this anymore. I've come to realise. I'm just, never gonna make it

Gerard: -blabbers and pounds the door- ill give you anything you want! Please!

Frank You can't though Gee! YOU CAN'T! YOU CAN'T FORCE SOMEONE TO LOVE THEM! -I stand up and drop the blade, my bloody arms hanging by my sides-

Frank -I turn to the bed and pick up the gun-

Gerard: Frankie! I love you... Please... -coughs from choking on tears-

Frank -Crying hysterically, gun in hand- You don't love me though Gee. Not really.

Frank -I held the gun to my heart-

Gerard: -shudders and tries to twist the handle, even though its locked- wait.. I can.. If i just.. I could overdose with you...-blubblers and coughs-

Frank No Gee! No! When I'm gone! You have to carry on living. You have Mikey to live for. Who do I have? No one. Just little ol' me. I'll never have anyone love me.

Frank -I took a deep breath-

Gerard: No.. No.. No.. No.. You're so wrong.. I love you. I can't stand seeing you leave. I want you to stay forever. -squeeks and cuddles the door-

Frank Gee, if you loved me enough, that door would be broken down by now. I'm sorry. - My arm tensed, they were still bleeding. It hurt.-

Frank -I squeezed the trigger-

Gerard: FRANK.

Frank -My knees gave way. I felt it ricochet into my chest, felt my ribs shatter.- I love you. So much Gerard. -Tears dripped off my face-

Frank -I lay on the ground, in a pool of my own blood and tears and wondered why I wasn't dead yet.-

Gerard: -listens and chokes up breathing sharply scared to say anything-

Frank -I close my eyes and drift silently. I was still lying, here. Alive. Why wasn't I dead? Why was I still lying here alone?-

Gerard: -sits there in silence, thinking youre dead. Unable to speak or move...-

Frank -Suddenly my brain is thinking again. It didn't kill me. Oh why. Why. I let out a sharp cry. My arms are sticky and warm and it hurts now. The numbness is fading. I let out a small cry, like a small, scared animal-

Gerard: -gasps and sobs in confusion-

Frank Ow..-I whimper- Gee.. Gee..-The pain of being alive is fading. I feel myself fading away now. I thought I would survive this but now I'm not so sure. I needed Gee,-

Frank Gee..

Gerard: -breathes heavily and crys more- fr-frank?

Frank G-Gee..I need you..here.

Gerard: Frank.. -picks myself up and walks into my bedroom and phones an ambulance-

Frank Gee..I don't-don't think I'm gon-gonna make it

Frank Please..I need you with me, I want to see you- one last time

Frank -A tear escapes my eye-

Gerard: -shakes head- no..no..no.. I - I can't.

Frank Wh-Wha..Gee..-More tears rolled down my cheeks- I love you

Gerard: -sniffs- then you'll understand why I can't see you.

Frank Why-why? Gee..I need you..

Frank I can't hold on..

Gerard: Yes you can. -rocks back a fourth- you always do..

Frank Gee, they're coming for me

Gerard: -ambulance arrives-

Frank They want more to join them..They say I don't have long. But I'm not going Gee. I don't want to go

Frank -screams- NO NO

Gerard: -weeps-

Frank THEY'RE HERE GERARD. I CAN'T FIGHT THEM -Cries hysterically-

Gerard: Frankie.. Let them...

Frank The angels Gerard

Frank they say

Frank They say that you..

Frank That you.. -A cloud of darkness washed over me and I gasped as I fought to hold onto my life. But they took me away.-

Gerard: -lays on the floor in silence-

Frank Gee......

Frank -My last bit of breath left my lips, as I struggled to pass on to you a message. The last words I shall ever utter-

Frank Gee..The angels. They say to hold on. They say you..y-you will live a long life a-and be happy.

Frank I'll be here..t-to watch over y-you Gee..The angels have come to take me away, but I'll never let them hurt you Gee, I promise

Gerard: -stays quiet and crys, shaking head-

Frank I'll never. Let. them hurt..y-you -My body went cold and numb and the angel wrapped their arms around me. They carried me away gently.-

Frank 'I love you Gee Bear' -I whispered. The last words I ever said. and they were meant for you Gerard. Everything. Was always for you-

Gerard: -gerard stops and lays motionless outside of the bedroom, he stares under the door.. And though he saw nothing, it felt like he could see everything-

Frank *The paramedics pushed past Gerard, and crashed through the door. Frank lay motionless on the floor. A bloody, tear-stained mess, yet his face was peaceful. They worked to try to bring him back to life, but it was too late. They covered Frank with a soft blanket and left the room. The last paramedic turned to Gerard. 'I'm so sorry. You can see him now, if you like' before walking away with the others*

Gerard: Gerard stayed, he stared into franks room.

Frank *The paramedics had removed the blades from Franks side, but the gun still lay there, underneath him arm, loaded with 3 more shots. Frank was still, and peaceful, a calm smile on his beautiful face, as if saying to Gerard to come in, to join him*

Gerard: Gerard looks at franks body... Gerard crawled into the room and stared down at 'frank'. His heart broke and a single tear rolled down his cheek. Franks arms were sliced to ribbons and the blood had dried, going hard now. I reached for the gun.

Frank *Looking down, Frank could see Gerard. It broke his heart to see him. It was a heat of the moment thing, you see, squeezing that trigger. He wished with all his heart he could be down there now with Gerard. He wished it would have ended happy. He wished he could have held on, just like Gerard said he could. But he didn't. Frank watched in horror as Gee crawled towards the gun..*

Gerard: I bent down and kissed Frank gently on his bloody lips. He was beautiful, even after the so-called 'angels' had taken him. If it weren't for me Frank would be here now. This was all my fault and now I must be punished too. But deep down I knew, this wouldn't be a punishment because I knew now just how much I really did love Frank, and if Frank wasn't here, with me now, then my life was pointless and empty. 

'I love you Frankie'.- Were the last words I uttered, and they were for you Frankie. Because you were the love of my life, but I was too stupid to realise. 

Gerard: I raised the gun to my head and closed my eyes.

*NO! Frank screamed. Watching down as Gee raised the gun to his temple. DON'T DO IT! GEE BEAR PLEASE NO! But Frank could do nothing but watch as he saw his one true love end his life.*

Gerard: I pulled the trigger and everything stopped for a second, before moving in slow motion. I slipped down and the gun fell from my grasp. I fell down across Frank's chest. I closed my eyes and things became blurry. I couldn't hear properly anymore. All I became aware of was that I was lying across my lovers chest. I was dying but I was happy. If it weren't for the blood, anybody would have thought they were just a loving couple, cuddling. 

-The darkness washed over me and suddenly things changed. I was being lifted up and carried away and then suddenly Frank was there. He was crying. But he was perfect. No blood, no wounds. He was perfect. I bit my lip.

'Frank' I said softly. 'I love you so much'. We fell into each others arms and embraced as we both cried. Below us, the paramedics had just discovered Gerard's body. But it didn't matter anymore. None of that mattered anymore. We were together and in love, and finally at peace.

Frerard Fanfic

So guys, I was on omegle looking for people who shared similar weird interests as me (FRERARD AHEM) and I actually wrote this fanfic along with someone else, who is OBVIOUSLY one of the coolest people I have ever spoken too, and a few of my Instagram friends requested I show them the entire thing, sooo..HERE IT IS!! ENJOY READING GUYS AND..PREPARE THE FEEEEELS!!! XD

Stranger = Gerard

You(me) = Frank 

 

Stranger(Gerard): Hey frank?

You(Frank): Gerard?!

Stranger: Are you okay? You look like you've been crying?

You: No, no..I'm find Gee..I guess *sniff*

You: I'm sorry. I can't tell you...

Stranger: What.. Why?

You: *Sniff* *Wipes eye* Because it's wrong Gee. That's why. I'm sorry! I hate myself! And if I tell you, you'll hate me too. And I can't deal with that.

Stranger: Frankie, calm down. -reaches out for a hug-

You: *Blush* Don't touch me Gee! No! I can't handle it! I'm sorry, no. I have to tell you

Stranger: What the hell... Frankie?

You: But I don't know how to.

You: I'm sorry

You: Don't hate me my friend..please? Promise me!

Stranger: -forces you to hug me- just chill out, I won't hate you.

You: *Buries my face in your shoulder and cries* I'm sorry, Gee..so sorry, but

You: I LOVE YOU.

Stranger: -smiles and hugs you tighter-

You: Wha-..Gerard?

You: You...You don't hate me? Why aren't you pushing me away!?

Stranger: You're my best friend, I couldn't hate you even if... Even if you were dating bert -laughs-

You: Oh Gee... *fresh tears spill down my cheeks as I hug you tighter*

You: Thank you! For not hating me

You: *Giggle slightly*

Stranger: -sits down and pulls you down with me-

You: Gee?

Stranger: Yes?

You: Nothing just..Just..You have your thinking look on

Stranger: -shakes head- just computing it..

You: You are okay though..right? Will things be different between us from now on?

You: *Bites lip worriedly*

Stranger: No, no, it won't change. -hugs you-

You: I don't want you to wake up one day and hate me for feeling like this

You: It'd kill me, if you hated me *hugs tightly*

Stranger: No, it's just a silly little crush, I'm sure it's just a phase.. -smiles and rubs your back-

You: *Shakes head sadly, a single tear escaped my eye* But I know that it's not Gee..

You: I've felt like this ever since I first met you

You: I've always loved you.. *hides face in hands*

Stranger: -pulls your hands away- just calm down. Do you want some coffee?

You: *Sigh* I guess so..thanks Gee

Stranger: Okay, I'll be right back. -makes coffee in the kitchen-

You: *Stands up and paces room alone muttering quietly to myself* Why, Why did this have to happen to me!? Why can't I feel like that about someone who isn't my best friend!? *Kicks wall in anger and cries out in pain* GODDAMIT

You: *clutches toe and stumbles back to sofa*

Stranger: -jumps and carries the coffees through, putting them on the table- are you okay? -sits next to you cradling you slightly-

You: *Rubs toe gently* I think I might have bruised my toe..I'm sorry, I'm just not very good at dealing with emotional things Gee

Stranger: -smiles- calm down or ill take to lock you up. -giggles-

You: *Giggles slightly* Okay, okay I'm calm, I promise! *Smiles at Gerard but blushe*

Stranger: -smiles and stops cuddling you-

You: *Blush furiously as I make eye contact with you* Is that the coffee? *Jump up quickly and grab the mugs, bringing them over handing yours to you*

Stranger: -smiles and giggles- thanks. -goes to take a sip completely missing my mouth-

You: Oh god *Laughs* Are you okay!? *Jumps up and dashes to get a cloth to clean up* Here, you're more clumsy than I am sometimes *I wink as I hand you the cloth and giggle*

Stranger: -smiles- thanks. Crap -tries to wipe it- I'm just going to change my pants.. -stands up-

You: *Blushes even more* Uh okay..I'll just erm..wait here I suppose

Stranger: -walks upstairs and get changed-

You: *Trying not to imagine Gerard naked-Failing*

You: *Paces around room once more, unable to sit still. The urge to go upstairs to find Gerard is strong, and I struggle to fight it*

Stranger: -comes back down a couple of minutes later- are you okay?

You: *Jumps as didn't hear you come in* Uh hey! Yeah fine totally fine!

You: You uh..clean now then?

You: *I grimaced at the awkwardness of my words*

Stranger: Yeah, yeah. I had to change my pants as well.. -shakes head and sits down, fixing hair-

You: *My breath caught in my throat as I struggled to suppress the image of Gee totally naked*

You: *Blushing I sat back down next to Gee* Oh right, cool..Gee you're hair is fine! Stop fussing! *I laughed as I tucked your hair behind your ear

Stranger: -pulls it back out and rolls eyes- dont touch my hair -smirks-

You: But babe, you're hair is so gorg- *Stops short, horrified* Oh god! I didn't mean to call you babe! I just- I! Oh gosh!!

You: I'm sorry!!

Stranger: -frowns and takes your hand- frank.. You're like bright red, and youre being really awkward.. Are you okay?

You: *Opens and closes mouth like a fish, unable to get any words out* I - I just - I..I'm fine *I sighed*

Stranger: -giggles and fixes hair- just try to chill out, yeah?

You: *Sighs again* Fine, okay. Hey, leave your hair!! *Pokes you jokingly*

Stranger: -pokes your stomach- no!

You: *Giggles hard*No! You know I'm ticklish! * Pokes you back and ruffles your hair, grinning wickedly*

Stranger: Touch my hair again, ill kill you. -smirks-

You: *Widen my eyes* Oh really? Watcha gonna do? *I stand up in front of you and quickly ruffle your hair, laughing*

Stranger: -stands up and tickles you-

You: *Giggles hard* Aha, no Gee!! Stop! *Step backwards and trip on the coffee mug that was abandoned earlier on after you spilt coffee everywhere* *Laughing as I pulled you down with me*

Stranger: -giggles at you and continues to tickle you, knowing youre okay-

You: Geeee! Aha, no stooop! I'm gonna--suffocate--of--lack----of breath! *Forcing out the words as my sides ached*

You: *Roll over so that I'm on top, straddling you* Hah! Now I have you!

Stranger: -smiles and turns head away-

You: *I smile slightly* Oh I'm sorry Gee, do you find this awkward? *giggle slightly*

You: *Roll off you, so we're lying next to each other*

Stranger: -sits on your stomach and fixes my hair-

You: *Giggle underneath you* If you don't stop touching your hair, I'm gonna cut it all off!

Stranger: -rolls eyes and grabs your jaw gently- you dare...

You: *Raise my eyebrows* What?

Stranger: If you do ill... Lock you up and put you in my closet.

You: TH

You: The closet you're hiding in, you mean? *wink at you*

Stranger: -fixes hair- I'm not hiding in any closet. -strikes and overly camp pose-

You: *I laugh at you* Course not Geee, course not! *Look at you pointedly*

You: *Brush my hair out of my face as I compose myself after your tickling torture*

Stranger: -get off you and stand up, offering out a hand-

You: *Takes your hand and stands up, but once standing doesn't let go of your hand*

Stranger: -sits down on the sofa, pulling you onto my lap and cuddling you like a baby- aw frankie-boo.. -smirks-

You: *Giggle into your chest* Shu-up GeeBear! *Sigh as I breathe in your sweet scent*

Stranger: -messes up your hair-

You: Noooo Gee! No! Don't go there again *I grin and Poke you're nose*

Stranger: -sticks tounge out-

You: *Sticks tongue out back*

You: *Look down, as an urge to kiss you arose suddenly*

Stranger: -looks down too, noticing a hole in the bottom of your top-

You: *I frown* I don't remember that being there this morning...

You: Gee you tore a hole in my shirt!

Stranger: It's only small.. -sticks my finger through and pokes you-

You: *Lets out a sharp giggle from the poke*

You: You poked a hole while you were viciously tickling me! You monster! *Poking you back, drawing you closer*

Stranger: -puts you down on the sofa- drama queen.

You: *I huff slightly* I'm not a drama queen!

Stranger: -ruffles your hair-

You: *Huff* No! *Ruffle your hair harder*

Stranger: -ruffles your hair again- stop.

You: No. Watcha gonna do? Tickle me to death again? *I run my fingers through your hair, making it stick out slightly*

You: *I giggle*

Stranger: Ill squish you.. -smirks and fixes hair-

You: Woah! Watch out everyone! We got a squisher in here! *I smirked, brushing my hair down also*

Stranger: You callin' me fat? -pouts, trying not to smile-

You: *Look horrified* No!! Not at all bab- Uh Gee! I didn't!

Stranger: You totally are.. -giggles-

You: No no! You're not fat! You're skinny, and cute! You're perfect. *I stopped, horrified. I looked down quickly.* I'm sorry!

You: I'll stop talking now..

Stranger: -rolls eyes- just block out all of the bad thoughts about you having a little crush on me.

You: *Sighs* I'm trying! *Under my breath I muttered*-Harder then it looks, y'know

Stranger: -smiles and looks at the floor-

You: *Looks at you silently* You okay, Gee?

Stranger: -looks up at you- huh?

You: I said you okay? You smiled, but it wasn't a normal Gee smile, it was a sad one

Stranger: I just want you to be happy and feel good around me, but.. Well you know..

You: *I take your hand in mine gently* Gee, I do feel good around you, and I am happy when I'm with you! In fact I am happiest when I'm with you! It's hard, me feeling like this about you but there's nothing I can do, and nothing you can do, so I have to try to get over it, but realise it'll take me a while..Okay?

You: *I bent down and looked into your sad eyes*

Stranger: -smiles- i know frankie, come here.. -reaches out for a hug-

You: Okay good, *Hugs you tightly* Things'll be okay, I promise, *Stroking your hair softly*

Stranger: -pulls you back onto the sofa- how about some tv?

You: Sure, *switch tv on and snuggle down*

Stranger: -distances myself from you-

You: *I stare at you for a minute with wide eyes but decide to say nothing. I look down with sad eyes*

Stranger: -looks up at the tv, smiling lightly-

You: *I shake my head slightly, Gee confuses me* Whats funny?

Stranger: Hm? -turns to you-

You: You're smiling! *Pointing at his face* whats funny?

Stranger: Nothing.. -smiles at you-

You: Wha- *Baffled look* I don't understand you sometimes Gee!

Stranger: -stands up- ill be right back.

You: Uh..Okay..*Watched in confusion as you left the room*

Stranger: -comes back with a blanket putting it over you-

You: Wha- Uh thank you? *I stared at you as you sat back down, I was so confused*

Stranger: -crawls under and cuddles up to you-

You: *I lie there, in shock as I take in what's happening..Why was Gee sending me mixed emotions!?* I put my arms round him and cuddled him close

Stranger: -giggles-

You: *I look at you suspiciously* What Gee? *I giggle slightly, his breath tickled my nose*

Stranger: -slips down and rests my head on your chest-

You: *By now, I was so confused, but I was just going with it* *I pulled him in tighter to me as I snuggled in close and rest my head on the top of his*

Stranger: -puts my hand on your stomach- i wish I was more like you.. -smiles-

You: What? *Gently I rest my hand on your cheek* What do you mean?

Stranger: -shakes head- i don't know..

You: *I stare out you in concern* Explain to me, Gee? Please?

Stranger: You're just.. A perfect friend..

You: *I laughed slightly* Really? I think you are a perfect friend Gee..you're here even after everything I told you..I think that makes you the most amazing friend ever!

Stranger: -sits up and fixes hair- you know, it wasnt that hard to accept it.

You: What do you mean?

Stranger: Well, its like me saying I love carrots, it doesn't change anything. It's just there.

You: Oh..*I looked away sadly, I had to stop hoping*

Stranger: -smiles and holds your hand-

You: *Smile slightly, but continue to look away, secret tears building up inside*

Stranger: -frowns and pulls your face towards me- frank, youre better than a boyfriend. You're all I need. Stop being so down.

You: *I bit my lip* It's just so hard Gee! So hard! It's so horribly hard to love someone and know that they'll never love you, and that they can never be together! It's so horrible! *I wiped my eyes quickly, so you didn't notice I was crying again*

Stranger: -kisses your cheek- calm..

You: *I open my mouth to say something but decide against it, Instead I grab your face in my hands and kiss your forehead hard and then pull away and lie back down, staring at the ceiling*

Stranger: -smiles- I'm sorry it

Stranger: If its frustrating.

You: *Smile sadly* It is *silent tear rolls down my cheek but I don't both wiping it away*

Stranger: -sighs and stares at you-

You: I'm sorry Gee..I'm just being stupid

Stranger: -wipes your cheek with my hand-

You: *Close my eyes and breathe out for a second to calm myself*

Stranger: -strokes your face-

You: *I freeze* Gee.. *I whisper*

Stranger: Yeah?

You: I- actually no it- I just- *I growled in frustration, before taking your face back into my hands and staring into your eyes and sighing* I don't know anymore..

Stranger: -grabs your hands- youre winding yourself up.. Calm down.

Stranger: -grabs your hands- youre winding yourself up.. Calm down.

You: *stroke your face gently staring into your eyes silently* 'Kay..

Stranger: -smiles and looks over your face-

You: *Suddenly I couldn't take it anymore, I pulled you in close and kissed you gently on the lips, my stomach did flips. I pulled away and turned over*

Stranger: -sighs and hugs you from behind-

You: *My body was shaking slightly from my crying as I struggled to hold in my emotions, sniffing gently I closed my eyes*

Stranger: -hugs you tightly- I'm sorry frankie..

You: 'S not your fault *Sniffing*

Stranger: -sits up-

You: Gee?

Stranger: Hmm?

Stranger: Hmm?

You: Whats up? I mean..you're kinda confusing me a little *rubbing my eyes*

Stranger: I'm just trying to make you comfortable, I mean.. I don't know weather to hug you or leave you alone.

You: *Sits up to join him* Sorry Gee, I just- Confusing me a little, y'know, cause sometimes you come across like..like, you like me?

Stranger: -smiles a little and hugs you tightly-

You: *Hugs you back tightly* Gee..talk to me! Tell me how you're feeling! Cause I don't understand!

Stranger: -giggles into your shoulder-

You: Gee!

Stranger: -kisses your cheek and watches tv-

Stranger: -smirks-

You: *stares, stunned at you, a million thoughts racing through my mind* G-Gee?

Stranger: -looks at you, smiling wildley-

You: *I stare at you for a few minutes trying to figure you out*

Stranger: What?

You: *Smiling gently* Just..tryna figure out what you're thinking

Stranger: I'm thinking, we could order in..

You: O-order? Huh?

You: Y-you mean like..Pizza?

Stranger: -nods-

You: I-I suppose we could!..Do you wanna order in? Sounds nice!

Stranger: -grabs the phone and a few menus- where do you want to order from-

You: *Scratching my head slightly* Um, I don't mind, *picking a random menu* Here?

Stranger: -nods and dials the number- what do you want?

You: *staring into distance* Um, don't mind, just a vegetable supreme pizza I guess

Stranger: -nods and places order-

You: *Fiddles with hair slightly* Cool!

Stranger: -lays down with my head on your thighs-

You: *Sits up and holds your head in my hands* Ok, Gee cmon, I am lost now! Really lost! Please talk to me about what you're feeling!

Stranger: You're my best friend. That's all, okay?

You: *I looked away and bit my lip* Okay, Gee. it's just I'm getting confused cause you're sending me all these mixed signals

Stranger: What do you mean, like this? -kisses you on the lips and sits up-

You: *I gasp slightly* Yes! Like that Gee! Stop mind fucking me! Please

Stranger: -giggles-

You: *Grab your face in my hands and pulls you in real close* Gee!! Seriously!

Stranger: -smiles stupidly-

You: *I couldnt take it anymore, I pulled your face close to mine and our lips touched together*

Stranger: -smiles under your lips-

You: *My tummy flipped and I held the back of your head gently, drawing out the kiss*

Stranger: -pulls back-

You: *I gasped slightly* are we still just best friends and nothing more?

Stranger: -nods and looks down biting lip-

You: *stunned, I stared at you* What!

Stranger: We are just friends frankie.

You: *I gasped again* But-I'm sorry what?! How can you say that after you kissed me!?

Stranger: It's just a kiss.

You: Why did you kiss me back then? and you smiled! Whilst we were kissing!

Stranger: -smiles and looks down-

You: *I stood up* Dammit Gee! stop playing games with me!

Stranger: -looks up at you-

You: Please?

Stranger: -looks down- sorry.

You: *Instantly I felt bad, I knelt down* Listen Gee, I love you, and you come across that you have feelings for me too? Are you too scared to tell me? what is it?

Stranger: -crosses arms and looks away-

You: Gee? *I put my hand on his arm*

Stranger: -looks at you-

You: Well?

Stranger: -closes eyes are turns head away- i cant..

You: Cant what? Please Gee..tell me

Stranger: I really, really like you. -clenches fists-

You: *I held my breath* So, what's the problem? Gee?

Stranger: You're my best friend.. -strokes your face-

You: *I close my eyes and sigh* I know Gee..but I'd love for us to be more than just friendd

You: s?

You: *I stroke his face too*

Stranger: -looks down- more than friends is just too much.

You: But Gee... I love you? *Goddamit I was crying again*

Stranger: Shh-shh please don't cry frankie. -avoids touching you-

You: No Gee! Because this is so hard! You've just told me you like me but cant be with me! It hurts so much!

Stranger: -looks down- *theres a knock on the door*

You: *Jumps up* probably the pizza

You: dyou wanna get it?

Stranger: -stands up and wipes your cheeks, before wondering off to get the door-

You: *while you were away I punched a cushion in frustration. I loved him so much.*

Stranger: -walks back in and drops the pizzas on the table-

You: Are you hungry?

Stranger: -shakes head-

You: *I bit my lip slightly* me either..*grinned a little*

Stranger: -smiles, walks back out of the front room-

You: *I held my face in my hands and cried a little before sanding up and following you*

You: **standing

Stranger: -looks behind me- I'm going to the toilet, nothing exiting.

You: *Ifroze* Gee..please be okay?

Stranger: Walks into the toilet and locks the door-

You: *I dont know why but I had a bad feeling..something was very wrong. I walked up to the toilet door and knocked* Gee? Gee!

Stranger: -sighs-

You: I'm not leaving.

Stranger: -sits in there-

You: *I slide down the door so Im sitting* Gee, I need you..okay? Dont do anything silly..I couldnt live without you! I LOVE YOU GEE

Stranger: Don't say that.

You: Why? its true.

You: iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouILOVEYOU I LOVE YOU!

Stranger: -kicks the door and stays quiet-

You: Don't tell you me you dont feel anything for me too! Dont tell me you dont feel the same!

You: TALK TO ME GERARD

Stranger: -opens the door and slams you against the wall- stop.

You: Stop what? Stop this? *I kissed you again on the lips passionately*

Stranger: -pushes your face against the wall- control yourself before I leave completely.

You: *I push you back, with tears streaming down my cheeks* No Gee! You stop it! I just dont understand you!

Stranger: I-I'm sorry.. -bites lip-

You: *I turned away and slid down until I was lying curled up still crying*

Stranger: -sits down beside you, rubs your back and tears up-

You: I just dont know Gee..What do you want from me?

You: What ca I do to make this any better for you?

Stranger: Do whatever /you/ want....

You: What do YOU want me to do Gee? *I sit up and hold him tightly*

You: I want to make you feel better

Stranger: -shivers- i don't know..

You: *Hold you closer* Cause I will do whatever you want me to do Gee..I love you *i whispered*

Stranger: -kisses your cheek-

You: Do you love me, Gee?

Stranger: -pauses and nods-

You: *Biting my lip, I stroked your face*

You: *Tears rolled down my face, but they weren't sad tears anymore*

Stranger: -sits in front of you, puts my hand on your knee-

You: I need you Gee,,I need you to live

You: Dont be scared, because I'm here with you, we can make this work *i kiss your cheek*

Stranger: -puts my hands on your thighs and leans forward, whispering- I'm sorry.

You: *wrap my arms around your neck* What for, baby?

Stranger: Everything, -kisses you-

You: But its okay now Gee..everythings going to be find, because we're together right?

Stranger: -nods slowly-

You: We are? *I smiled and kissed you* Gee, *I whispered*-Ilove you

Stranger: -puts my hand on your chest-

You: I promise, I'll take care of you Gee

You: I'll never let anyone hurt you, I promise

Stranger: -rests my arms across your lap and stares are you- i love you.

You: *I smiled at youwidely* I love you too..So much Gee *I kiss you while I cried sweet tears of joy.