Another Frerard Fanfiction- Tragic one..

 Hey guys...here is another Frerard fanfiction I wrote with someone on Omegle. This one is slightly(VERY) tragic. and yeah, I cried writing it..It's left me feeling so emotionally drained I think I may curl up in a corner and weep now :) So yeah, read and enjoy guys..and PREPARE YOUR FEELS!

Frank = Me

Gerard = Stranger

Frank: Gee? -Stared at you hard-

Gerard: Hey frank. -You had an absent and slightly sad look upon your face-

Frank: Are you okay? You look sad, Gerard?

Gerard: -looks up- huh?

Frank: -Cocks head to side- Are you okay? You look so...I dunno, distant!

Gerard: -shrugs and smiles- you okay?

Frank: -Scratches chin- Yeah I'm alright! Hey, I was just going to make some coffee? You want some Gee Bear?

Gerard: -shakes head- no thanks. -Looks away-

Frank: -I feel my mouth drop open and I struggle to compose myself- Y-you don't want any coffee?

Gerard: -shrugs and looks down-

Frank: -I sit you down at the table. - Right. Tell me what is wrong. Right now! Don't think I haven't noticed how red your eyes are! I know you've been crying Gee!

Gerard: -stares at you- just drop it, Frankie.

Frank: But I hate it when you're upset Gee! It makes me sad! And I've never known you to not want coffee!

Gerard: -sighs- just... I'm not hungry or thirsty.

Frank: -Clicks the kettle on and sits opposite you- You know, I don't believe you. I know there's something wrong. Do I have to phone Mikey and the others? They'll tell me.

Gerard: Mikey doesn't know, nobody you are friends with knows... In fact, one person knows.

Frank: -I grab your shoulders- Who knows Gee? Tell me what’s wrong, or tell me who knows what's wrong, Gee!

Gerard: Well, you hate the person who knows.. -smiles slightly and pushes your hands away-

frank: But- but I don't hate anyone! -I look away, thinking- why are you pushing me away Gee Bear? Is it something I've done wrong? Whatever I've done to upset you, I'm sorry!

Gerard: It's not you, just stop pretending you care.

Frank: -I gasped and recoiled sharply- I do care Gee! What on earth would give you the impression that I felt otherwise?

Gerard: -shakes head and stands up-

frank: -I Grab your hand and pulls you back as you try to walk away- Don't walk away from me Gerard. You tell me what I've done wrong here!

Gerard: You haven't done anything! -sighs- I've got to be somewhere..

frank: Woah woah no! Not until you tell me what's wrong! You're my best friend Gee, I care about you!

Gerard: -walks to the door-

frank: Gee!

frank: -Runs after you and grabs you, pulls you back- Speak to me goddamit!

Gerard: -tenses up and pulls arm out of your grasp- I'm Meeting a friend in half hour, I have to go.

frank: But Gee! -I could feel a tear welling up but I brushed it away- I don't understand!

Gerard: -sighs- bert. Ask bert. -walks out-

frank: -I stand there in shock for a second before running from the front door to the living room and grabbing my phone. I hestitated before growling as I dialed Berts number and waiting as it rung-

Gerard: -I track to berts house slowly-

frank: FUCK -I screamed as the phone went to voicemail, throwing it across the room-

Gerard: -I go inside and stay there for a while-

frank: -Scrabbling around I dug my phone out, and sat in a corner as I waited as the phone rang-

Gerard: -talks with bert-

frank: -It was now dark, and I was still sitting in the same corner, still trying to get hold of Bert. Why wasn't he answering!?-

Gerard: -decides to stay for a while longer-

frank: -I gave up trying to get hold of Bert-

frank: -Decided to ring Gee instead. Where was he? It was late now!-

Gerard: -I ignore the phone-

frank: -Tries Bert again. This time he answers-

frank: Bert!? -I let out a sigh of relief- Tell me! What is wrong with Gee!

Gerard: Bert: what?

frank: Please Bert! Gee said to ask you! There's something really wrong, I'm worried..he said you knew! He just ran out of here!

Gerard: Well, he is at mine right now.. -sniffs-

Frank Oh thank goodness, I know where he is now! B-Bert are you crying? What's going on!?

Frank Is he okay!?

Gerard: Bert: -laughs softly- nobody's crying.

Frank So, I don't understand, What's wrong? Will he speak to me?

Gerard: Gerard: -motions bert to hang up and stop talking-

Frank Please! Please Bert!

Gerard: Bert: got to go,he'll be home in..

Frank No! No don't! Please!! Help me!

Gerard: Gerard whispers: an hour.

Frank Tell me whats wrong. Or tell Gee to tell me when he gets home! I'm scared Bert! Gerards upset, and I don't know what to do!

Gerard: -bert hangs up and gerard decides to head home-

Frank -I curl up in a corner and sob- Oh god..Oh god..what have I done? What's going on..

Gerard: -I come home, slightly drunk-

Frank -I look up as you stumble into the room.- G-Gee? What have you been doing? -I sniff- I've been so worried!

Gerard: -giggles- chill out.. Look what ber gave me.. -raises a bottle-

Frank Gee I don't think you need anymore! C'mon, give me the bottle! I could throttle Bert. -Tries to take bottle from you-

Gerard: -clings onto the bottle- nah.. Nah.. It's fine..

Frank No seriously Gee! Give me the bottle! You don't need anymore, you can hardly stand straight! -guides you to the sofa gently-

Gerard: -sits down, still hugging the bottle-

Frank -Puts hand on you knee- Gee, what's going on? The last time you were like this was when you were stuck in your depression and alcohol addiction..You're scaring me

Gerard: -giggles and pulls you onto the sofa, opening the bottle- wants some?

Frank Okay, yeah fine, I'll have some! Just give me the bottle then!

Frank -holds out hand-

Gerard: -forwns and forces your head back your head back, pouring it in yor mouth-

Frank -Coughs and Splutters- Woah wait Gee! Okay enough!

Frank What are you doing!? -Wiping my mouth-

Gerard: Trying to make you less of a nag -smirks-

Frank -Shakes head- It's not gonna work Gee! Give me the bottle!

Frank -Snatches at the bottle and pulls it from your clutches-

Gerard: -stands up stumbling slightly, leans over you and tries to get the bottle again-

Frank -Holds bottle away from you- No Gee! I stand up and walk quickly to the kitchen and unscrew the bottle

Gerard: -follows you sloppily-

Frank Tell me what is wrong. Or I pour the entire bottle down the sink. -I hold the bottle, tilted slightly over the sink-

Gerard: Nothing! I just.. I can't tell you.. Bert said its better you don't know.

Frank No! Bert is being ridiculous! I'm your best friend Gee! Bert got you drunk. He DOESN'T. CARE! Not like I do! -I cried the last few words at him and threatened to tilt the bottle even more watching your face turn to horror-

Gerard: -grabs yor t-shirt and tugs- stop!

Frank No! I wont! Not until you talk to me!! -I was able to push you away as in your drunken state you were weaker-

Frank -I poured a small amount down the sink-

Frank NOW START TALKING

Gerard: It's not the right time to tell you.

Frank So when will be? Huh? When will be the right time for you? Cause I say it's now. This has gone far enough

Gerard: -shrugs and walks into the hall-

Frank Fine -I shout after you- The whole bottle is going!

Frank And so's the coffee! and your fags! They are all going in the bin!

Gerard: I'm also going.

Frank -My heart stopped- What!

Frank Gee! No! What are you talking about!?

Gerard: -puts coat on-

Frank No -I run after you- I'm sorry Gee! I'm sorry! You can't go out, you're wasted! I'm sorry! Please, sit down! Lets be calm about this! I'll chill out! Okay? Please?

Gerard: I'm going back to berts..

Frank No! Why? You guys haven't spoken in so long. Whats changed Gee? Please don't leave me -Tears spilled down my face-

Gerard: Frank, I'm going to a friends house for the night, to get away.. You're not my husband.

Frank I never said I was..but I'm meant to be your friend too Gee, I just don't understand what I've done so wrong here? I'm just worried for you.

Gerard: You haven't done anything! Stop acting like its your fault.

Frank So, I don't understand then.. -Takes your hand and gently pulls you back into the living room and you sit down and I take a seat next to you-

Frank Ok..I wont ask anymore. I'll wait until you're ready

Gerard: -stares at you-

Frank -Stares back-..What?

Gerard: -shakes head-

Frank Okay..I'm sorry about everything that's happened tonight..I didn't want this to happen..

Frank -I hugged you gently- Still friends?

Gerard: -clings on to you, silently-

Frank -I rest my head on yours and smile, I rub your back softly-

Gerard: -pulls away-

Frank -I smile, watching you closely- You okay, yeah?

Gerard: -nods slowly and stares-

Frank 'Kay..that's good..Hey Gee Bear, watcha staring at? -Grinning-

Gerard: -smiles and yawns-

Frank You're tired! Here, -I pull off your coat- and guide you to your bedroom and gently help you onto your bed, where you fall straightasleep- Night night Gee Bear. -I smiled and kissed your forehead before deciding to lie next to you for a while. Before long I'd fallen asleep, cuddled up next to you-

Gerard: -wakes up in the morning, staring at you, jumps back a bit trying not to make a noise-

Frank -I grunt slightly and turn over smiling, still half asleep-

Gerard: -looks at the back of your head, confused-

Frank -Yawning, I stretch as I try to remember what happened last night. I roll over to see you staring at me-

Gerard: -breaks eye contact-

Frank Morning you! How you feeling this fine day Gee Bear?

Gerard: -smiles- why.. how did you get into my bed?

Frank -I laughed slightly and sat up, leaning on one hand- Well, you were wasted Gee! So I helped bring you up, and then I dunno, I guess I just fell asleep quicker then I could reach my own bed!

Gerard: -smiles- oh, okay.. -goes red from embarrassment-

Frank -I tilted my head and sat up- You've gone bright red Gee! Whats up?

Gerard: -shakes head- nothing.

Frank Well....Okay.. If you're sure! So you feeling icky this morning? Hangover much? -I chuckled-

Gerard: -shakes head- just a little headache.. I survived.. -giggles-

Frank Haha, yeah that's a miracle in itself! -I laughed and stretched- 'Kay, Imma take a shower, you want any coffee or something? -I stood up and pulled my top over my chest leaving me bare chested-

Gerard: -stares- nah, I'm going going off coffee..

Frank -Now I stared- I'm sorry what!? Did you just say you're going off coffee?? -Still topless I ran over to the window and stared out- Woah, nope it seems the world hasn't ended! Strange!

Gerard: -giggles and watches you before slipping to the end of the bed and sitting there-

Frank -I turn around to see you staring- Like what you see? -I winked-

Gerard: -looks away, and rolls eyes. Going red and trying to act uninterested-

Frank -I stared at you until finally you looked back at me and we made eye contact again. I smiled widely-

Gerard: -sighs and looks at your feet-

Frank -I walk forward and bend down. I look up and hold your face forcing you to look at me- I fucking love you Gee Bear! I said, before giving you a quick kiss on the nose and ruffling your hair before standing up and going for my shower-

Gerard: -lays back on the bed and my tummy does flips, red in the face i cup my cheeks-

Frank -I left you stunned and I smiled as I showered. I ran my fingers over my face and bit my lip-

Gerard: -stares at the bathroom door, listening to the shower running-

Frank -Closing my eyes I tilted my head back and washed the shampoo out, and coughed slightly-

Gerard: -paces in my room slightly, looking at the door like you're going to bust out in a penguin costume..

Frank - I switched off the shower and stepped out slowly. I could hear you pacing continuously in your room. I grinned. I could have some fun here-

Gerard: -turns towards the window-

Frank -I walk into your room, with only my towel around my waist- Hey Gee! You seen my misfits top?

Gerard: Hmm? -turns around, eyes widen- wh-why don't you check your room?

Frank I already did! That's why I'm asking you! -giggling- Have you seen it anywhere?

Frank -I leaned against your wall as I studied your expression-

Gerard: -looks down- have-have you checked the.. Uh.. The washing basket..?

Frank Oh good idea! Thanks Gee! -I went and checked the washing basket, grinning-

Gerard: -sighs and lays on bed again-

Frank Gee -I shouted from the landing- Gee! It's not here! Are you sure you haven't stolen it again? -I walked back into your room. I wasn't only in a towel this time though, I had my underwear on this time-

Gerard: -shakes head and looks through wardrobe- is this it?

Frank Ah yes!! Cheers Gee! -I grabbed the tee and pulled it over my head- Now just gotta find some jeans -Laughing-

Gerard: -blushes even more and laughs lightly-

Frank -I winked before leaving to find some jeans-

Frank Be a babe and make me some coffee would ya? -I called from my own room-

Gerard: -goes into the kitchen and starts making coffee- okay.

Frank Cheers buddy!

Frank -I pulled on some tight skinny jeans and then went downstairs and joined you in the kitchen-

Gerard: -continues to prepare coffee, not noticing your arrival-

Frank -I snuck up behind you and quick as a flash wrapped my arms around you waist- BOO

Gerard: -squeeks- oh, hi. -blushes-

Frank Scare ya? -I grinned-

Gerard: -smiles-

Frank I knew it -Giggles-

Frank Can we get rid of this alcohol now? -I laughed as i picked up the bottle-

Gerard: A

Gerard: -shrugs-

Frank Uh is that a yes? Or a no?

Gerard: -shrugs and finishes your coffee, handing it to you before sitting on the counter-

Frank -I take the coffee and stare at you- Thanks...So..I guess I could just put it away in a cupboard? -I motioned to the bottle-

Gerard: -snashes and hides it in the back of the bottom cupboard-

Frank -I stared at you suspiciously- Uh..okay Gee -taking a sip of my coffee I smiled at you-

Gerard: -sits back on the counter-

Frank So..still not the right time to tell what's up? -Taking another sip of my coffee, I hopped up and joined you on the counter-

Gerard: Uh.. -shakes head, sy

Gerard: Staring at you-

Frank -Smiling sadly, I nodded- Ok Gee, I understand

Gerard: -smiles-

Frank -I lean in real close to you and see your eyes widen- I think I know what's up Gee Bear-I whisper

Gerard: -looks away-

Frank -I smiled and laid down on the counter so that my head was in your lap and staring up at your face-

Gerard: -looks down, blushing-

Frank -Smiles up at you- Hey..you're so cute when you smile y'know

Gerard: -sighs and looks away-

Frank -Biting my lip I pull myself up so I'm sitting in your lap, staring you straight in the eyes-

Frank I don't hate you for feeling like you do -I whispered-

Gerard: I don't know h

Gerard: What you mean,, -looks away-

Frank -Holding your cheek- Yes. You do, Gee Bear

Frank -I wrap my legs around your waist, gently and pull myself in closer-

Gerard: -looks away, trying to ignore you.-

Frank You can't ignore me Gee, -throwing my arms around you I forced you to look me in the eyes-

Gerard: -sighs and looks at your chest, as the only thing in sight.-

Frank Cmon Gee..I miss the days where you used to tell me everything..what's changed?

Gerard: -stays quiet, trying not to look at you-

Frank Geeebeeaaaar -I sing quietly to you-

Gerard: -stare- what?

Frank taalk too mee-I sung to you-

Gerard: -smiles and looks at you- theres nothing to say.

Frank Oh really?

Frank What if I poke you to death? Would you tell me then? -I grin wickedly-

Gerard: You know what it is.. Why don't you tell me?

Frank -I bit my lip and chewed it for a few minutes-

Frank You're in love?

Frank You're in love with someone? Someone you shouldn't be in love with

Frank Right?

Gerard: -nods-

Frank -I smiled slightly- Who? Gee..tell me. I want to hear if from you

Gerard: -shakes head-

Frank Why not? -I pouted- Please?

Gerard: You know who it is.

Frank Yes, but I want to hear it from you baby -I stroke your cheek-

Gerard: Don't call me baby. -grabs your hand-

Frank -I pouted- Why not?

Gerard: Because.. I'm not your baby, -smirks-

Frank Well why aren't you? Maybe I want you to be my baby?

Gerard: No, you don't.

Frank How do you know that? Hm? -I raised my eyebrows-

Frank Gee Bear?

Gerard: Yeah?

Frank Do you have feelings for me?

Gerard: You? -giggles- of course i don't frankie.l -winks-

Frank -I laughed, still straddling you- But you do though, don't you? -I wink and tighten my legs around you, watching your eyes widen-

Gerard: -shakes head and puts my hands on your tighs, with wide-eyes and a wide smile-

Frank Tell me the truth Bee Bear, and I'll tell you the truth about my feelings right now.

Gerard: -shakes head- drop it, you can't make me..

Frank Oh but I could -winking-

Gerard: Nuh-uh.

Frank -Tightening my legs even more my heart started to race and I saw your expression change-

Frank -I moved in close and stared deep into your eyes and bit my lip seductively-

Gerard: -breathes heavily and stares at you-

Frank -I lean in even closer and whisper- I think I might love you too Gee.. -I think made the final move and our lips melted together and my tummy did flips-

Gerard: -smiles under your lips and wraps my arms around you slowly-

Frank -I tighten my arms around your neck and now we're both smiling. I push my tongue in a little bit and feel our bodies molding together-

Gerard: -pulls away and frowns slightly-

Frank What's wrong? -I look at you closely-

Gerard: I don't.. You're my best friend... This isn't right.

Frank You don't love me? -my eyebrows knitted together in confusion-

Gerard: I don't know.. I though I did..

Frank -I pulled away- Wha- you don't anymore?

Frank -I shook my head- I don't understand..I- I just..

Gerard: -holds onto your waist and pulls you closer- i don't know frankie..

Frank B-but..I love you..Gee! I fell for you! You made me fall for you! -I looked away-

Gerard: -looks down-

Frank Explain to me..Do you think you love me? Or not? -I felt my bottom lip quiver-

Gerard: -shrugs and blushes-

Frank This is killing me Gee Bear! Everything that happened last night! What was that? I need answers Gee

Gerard: -sighs and clings onto you-

Frank Say it..say what you're feeling! -I kissed the top of your head-

Gerard: I just.. Don't know.. -stares at you confused and frustrated-

Frank -I pull away- Okay Gee. I understand, don't worry about it. I stand up and walk away, locking myself in the bathroom-

Gerard: -stands up and follows you, until you shut the door, sighs and slides down it-

Frank -I sit on the edge of the bath and cry. I hadn't realised how hard I'd fallen for Gee-

Gerard: -listens in-

Frank -Sobbing into my hands-

Gerard: -knocks Timidly on the door-

Frank -sniffs- What Gee?

Gerard: -knocks again-

Frank What!

Gerard: -knocks-

Frank I'm not opening the door cause my eyeliner has all run. Tell me what you wanna say through the door Gerard

Gerard: -knocks-

Frank -sigh in frustration and jumps up. Wrenches the door open- What?

Gerard: -swings the door open and hugs you tightly-

Frank -Gasp and nearly fall backwards- Oh gee..-I wrap my arms around you and cry-

Gerard: -picks you up- I'm so sorry.

Frank -Sobs into your arms- Oh Gee.. no I am! I didn't realise how hard I fell for you, but I did and -sniff- I think I love you

Gerard: -pulls you back and wipes your tears-

Frank -I give you a watery smile- I must look horrific right now -I giggled-

Gerard: -shakes head-

Frank I think I must look scary, with all my running makeup -Let out a small laugh-

Gerard: -shakes head-

Frank -Strokes your cheek softly-

Gerard: -bites yor hand-

Frank -I giggle. I kiss your neck gently, before nibbling and sucking it-

Gerard: -moans softly and grabs your hips-

Frank -I gasp slightly as I wrap my arms around your neck and pull you in close so our bodies mashed together-

Gerard: -sighs and stares at you-

Frank -I struggle to catch my breath- What is it Gee?

Gerard: Nothing.. Sorry..

Frank No what is it? You've nothing to be sorry about!

Gerard: -pulls to closer and holds you by your lower back- i just don't know.

Frank -Cuddling close to you I continued to kiss up and down your neck- Don't know what?

Gerard: -pulls you back and looks into your eyes- i don't know frankie..

Frank Don't know what Gee Bear? You have to explain a little bit y'know, I'm not a mind reader -I rubbed your sides comfortingly-

Gerard: I don't know about this..

Frank You think it's wrong? Cause it feels right to me..

Gerard: -nods- i see you as a brother. I mean, an amazingly attractive brother.. But still a brother.

Frank Oh god, so that means it'd incestuous -I pulled back-

Frank But you're the one who had feelings way before I even knew I had any for you!

Gerard: I just.. Didnt know how much you meant to me until you liked me back.

Frank -I looked down, feeling completely lost- So..what you're trying to say is, you don't want to be with me? -A tear rolled down my cheek-

Gerard: -hugs you tightly, really tightly-

Frank I can't live without you Gee. -I whispered quietly.-

Gerard: Is.. There anything I can do?

Frank I don't- I don't think so Gee..Unless you can magically make yourself love me

Frank -I pulled away and turned away from you hanging my head-

Gerard: -hugs you over your shoulder- sorry.

Frank I can't do this Gee, I'm sorry -I pulled out of your grasp and ran into my room, locking the door, pulling out the gun and blades I had hidden in my drawers from when Gerard had tried to end his life-

Gerard: -runs after you banging on your door- frankie? Frankie!

Frank -I unwrap the blades and lay the gun on the bed.- I can't live without you Gee.

Gerard: -cries and bangs the door and my knees go weak, bursts into hysterics and slips down the door- dont you dare..

Frank I don't know what else to do Gee. I just don't know anymore. Life is just one big mindfuck!

Frank -Picking up the blades, I slice. I'm crying so much I can't see, but past the point of caring-

Gerard: -screams- FRANKIE,,, please don't do anything,

Frank -Looks up to the ceiling, my tears dripping and mingling with my own blood- I'm sorry Gee. I just, don't want to do this anymore. I've come to realise. I'm just, never gonna make it

Gerard: -blabbers and pounds the door- ill give you anything you want! Please!

Frank You can't though Gee! YOU CAN'T! YOU CAN'T FORCE SOMEONE TO LOVE THEM! -I stand up and drop the blade, my bloody arms hanging by my sides-

Frank -I turn to the bed and pick up the gun-

Gerard: Frankie! I love you... Please... -coughs from choking on tears-

Frank -Crying hysterically, gun in hand- You don't love me though Gee. Not really.

Frank -I held the gun to my heart-

Gerard: -shudders and tries to twist the handle, even though its locked- wait.. I can.. If i just.. I could overdose with you...-blubblers and coughs-

Frank No Gee! No! When I'm gone! You have to carry on living. You have Mikey to live for. Who do I have? No one. Just little ol' me. I'll never have anyone love me.

Frank -I took a deep breath-

Gerard: No.. No.. No.. No.. You're so wrong.. I love you. I can't stand seeing you leave. I want you to stay forever. -squeeks and cuddles the door-

Frank Gee, if you loved me enough, that door would be broken down by now. I'm sorry. - My arm tensed, they were still bleeding. It hurt.-

Frank -I squeezed the trigger-

Gerard: FRANK.

Frank -My knees gave way. I felt it ricochet into my chest, felt my ribs shatter.- I love you. So much Gerard. -Tears dripped off my face-

Frank -I lay on the ground, in a pool of my own blood and tears and wondered why I wasn't dead yet.-

Gerard: -listens and chokes up breathing sharply scared to say anything-

Frank -I close my eyes and drift silently. I was still lying, here. Alive. Why wasn't I dead? Why was I still lying here alone?-

Gerard: -sits there in silence, thinking youre dead. Unable to speak or move...-

Frank -Suddenly my brain is thinking again. It didn't kill me. Oh why. Why. I let out a sharp cry. My arms are sticky and warm and it hurts now. The numbness is fading. I let out a small cry, like a small, scared animal-

Gerard: -gasps and sobs in confusion-

Frank Ow..-I whimper- Gee.. Gee..-The pain of being alive is fading. I feel myself fading away now. I thought I would survive this but now I'm not so sure. I needed Gee,-

Frank Gee..

Gerard: -breathes heavily and crys more- fr-frank?

Frank G-Gee..I need you..here.

Gerard: Frank.. -picks myself up and walks into my bedroom and phones an ambulance-

Frank Gee..I don't-don't think I'm gon-gonna make it

Frank Please..I need you with me, I want to see you- one last time

Frank -A tear escapes my eye-

Gerard: -shakes head- no..no..no.. I - I can't.

Frank Wh-Wha..Gee..-More tears rolled down my cheeks- I love you

Gerard: -sniffs- then you'll understand why I can't see you.

Frank Why-why? Gee..I need you..

Frank I can't hold on..

Gerard: Yes you can. -rocks back a fourth- you always do..

Frank Gee, they're coming for me

Gerard: -ambulance arrives-

Frank They want more to join them..They say I don't have long. But I'm not going Gee. I don't want to go

Frank -screams- NO NO

Gerard: -weeps-

Frank THEY'RE HERE GERARD. I CAN'T FIGHT THEM -Cries hysterically-

Gerard: Frankie.. Let them...

Frank The angels Gerard

Frank they say

Frank They say that you..

Frank That you.. -A cloud of darkness washed over me and I gasped as I fought to hold onto my life. But they took me away.-

Gerard: -lays on the floor in silence-

Frank Gee......

Frank -My last bit of breath left my lips, as I struggled to pass on to you a message. The last words I shall ever utter-

Frank Gee..The angels. They say to hold on. They say you..y-you will live a long life a-and be happy.

Frank I'll be here..t-to watch over y-you Gee..The angels have come to take me away, but I'll never let them hurt you Gee, I promise

Gerard: -stays quiet and crys, shaking head-

Frank I'll never. Let. them hurt..y-you -My body went cold and numb and the angel wrapped their arms around me. They carried me away gently.-

Frank 'I love you Gee Bear' -I whispered. The last words I ever said. and they were meant for you Gerard. Everything. Was always for you-

Gerard: -gerard stops and lays motionless outside of the bedroom, he stares under the door.. And though he saw nothing, it felt like he could see everything-

Frank *The paramedics pushed past Gerard, and crashed through the door. Frank lay motionless on the floor. A bloody, tear-stained mess, yet his face was peaceful. They worked to try to bring him back to life, but it was too late. They covered Frank with a soft blanket and left the room. The last paramedic turned to Gerard. 'I'm so sorry. You can see him now, if you like' before walking away with the others*

Gerard: Gerard stayed, he stared into franks room.

Frank *The paramedics had removed the blades from Franks side, but the gun still lay there, underneath him arm, loaded with 3 more shots. Frank was still, and peaceful, a calm smile on his beautiful face, as if saying to Gerard to come in, to join him*

Gerard: Gerard looks at franks body... Gerard crawled into the room and stared down at 'frank'. His heart broke and a single tear rolled down his cheek. Franks arms were sliced to ribbons and the blood had dried, going hard now. I reached for the gun.

Frank *Looking down, Frank could see Gerard. It broke his heart to see him. It was a heat of the moment thing, you see, squeezing that trigger. He wished with all his heart he could be down there now with Gerard. He wished it would have ended happy. He wished he could have held on, just like Gerard said he could. But he didn't. Frank watched in horror as Gee crawled towards the gun..*

Gerard: I bent down and kissed Frank gently on his bloody lips. He was beautiful, even after the so-called 'angels' had taken him. If it weren't for me Frank would be here now. This was all my fault and now I must be punished too. But deep down I knew, this wouldn't be a punishment because I knew now just how much I really did love Frank, and if Frank wasn't here, with me now, then my life was pointless and empty. 

'I love you Frankie'.- Were the last words I uttered, and they were for you Frankie. Because you were the love of my life, but I was too stupid to realise. 

Gerard: I raised the gun to my head and closed my eyes.

*NO! Frank screamed. Watching down as Gee raised the gun to his temple. DON'T DO IT! GEE BEAR PLEASE NO! But Frank could do nothing but watch as he saw his one true love end his life.*

Gerard: I pulled the trigger and everything stopped for a second, before moving in slow motion. I slipped down and the gun fell from my grasp. I fell down across Frank's chest. I closed my eyes and things became blurry. I couldn't hear properly anymore. All I became aware of was that I was lying across my lovers chest. I was dying but I was happy. If it weren't for the blood, anybody would have thought they were just a loving couple, cuddling. 

-The darkness washed over me and suddenly things changed. I was being lifted up and carried away and then suddenly Frank was there. He was crying. But he was perfect. No blood, no wounds. He was perfect. I bit my lip.

'Frank' I said softly. 'I love you so much'. We fell into each others arms and embraced as we both cried. Below us, the paramedics had just discovered Gerard's body. But it didn't matter anymore. None of that mattered anymore. We were together and in love, and finally at peace.